I was feeling overloaded by others energy and feeling as if I was getting information overload, and too many people in my psychic field. I felt irritated, scared and confused. I didn’t feel like myself and the fear that I was experiencing was not allowing me to open my heart and relax into my body.
Because I was feeling this way, I asked myself how I could be making others feel this way, since this life is a mirror of your own actions. I have the ability to tap into others energy field and to feel what they are feeling as I am very empathic. I think that when you have this ability it is so important to keep clear boundaries and not invade others’ space. I found that I was doing just that. I was checking in on people I have been concerned about with the best intentions. Then I realized that it is not about what my intentions are for them, even my good intentions were coming from my own personal will, and what I was doing could be considered a form of psychic bullying. We all have the right to live as we wish both physically and spiritually and I never want to harm anyone nor impose on another’s free will.
It occurred to me that I was looking outside of myself for my happiness, still trying to control circumstances and people outside of me. Although I had the best intentions to guide them, I was really getting in the way of their own energy, and their own path and destiny confusing them and making it harder for them to connect directly with thier own intuition and spirit.
This is why with Reiki, we are always supposed to get permission before we channel energy to another. If you have clear permission and you have been asked to guide someonethen of course, go ahead. It is just like working with angels, they wait for you to ask for help before they can help you. Now that we are coming into these new senses, I think it is very important that we are respectful to eachother and above all respect each others’ free will. Free will and freedom is our right!
The path of unconditional love now is now in the subtle field...